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19 September 2009 @ 12:02 pm
Hello! Everyone please go add jennilind to your friends list again.

I had an old account that I renamed to jennilind and thus this old 'jennilind' account was changed to ex_jennilind201. Sorry about the confusion. I just wanted to take advantage of the perm account I had over there.
01 August 2009 @ 08:00 pm
I am so behind on my own entries as well as all the entires of my friends and PWN D: So sad!

I am going to attempt to catch up on them all in the next day or two and do more posts/photos of recent happenings soon.

In the mean time...today was Cosplay day with a professional photographer on Governor's Island. Once we get the good photos I'll post them up but, for now, here is a photo of me all Lav-Lav'ed up. I like Lavender Brown, she gets to make out with a red head. Lucky bitch.

Current Mood: amusedamused
03 July 2009 @ 10:51 pm

Be jealous of the fat loveliness that is my baby. :D Sorry I look like crap, just out of the shower.
Current Location: 34683
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
28 June 2009 @ 03:16 pm
The other week when I was bored I made some characters for some of the Twittering Wizarding World RP stuff that a big group of us do. I was really bored.

...Malfoy, Rosier, Mulciber, Skeeter, Avery, Wilkes, Regulus, Sirius...Collapse )

...I am going to attempt to make most everyone else whilst in Florida next week, lol.
Current Mood: awakeawake
21 June 2009 @ 11:39 pm

"We say that the hour of death is uncertain, but when we say this we think of that hour as situated in an obscure and distant future. It does not occur to us that it can have any connection with the day already begun, or that death could arrive this same afternoon, this afternoon which is so certain and which has every hour filled in advance".
Marcel Proust
In Search Of Lost Time, Vol III -
The Guermantes Way, Part Two : Chapter One

I heard this quote before all the events below took place and it never really made real sense to me. It does now. I can seem rash – I know this – randomly moving to New York without a plan. Why I urge people to just do something and not be indecisive. All because of this quote. And the death of my father. It may not be correct, and it probably isn't, but it's who I am now. Perhaps it'll change.
I do realize though, that the quote doesn't make the same sense to everyone as it does to me and that is why people don't always understand my thoughts on situations. And honestly, I hope they never do find themselves really understanding it.

So, just a warning: this is going to be a bit disjointed and rather oddly written but it's on my mind – given the day – and I really haven't shared the story with many people in New York so I figured writing it would be easier than going into detail in person because I get confused by the sequence of events and the time line. Sometimes it seems like the whole ordeal lasted years and other times it seems like it lasted for a split second. I am going to be as honest as my mind is allowing me to be – and some parts may paint me in a bad color – but it's how I felt. The things I said and did. The things I thought. It's shocking, even to me, to look back at some of my thoughts when it was all going on and think how selfish and insane I was. Perhaps it is common though? A way to deal. To be angry, to be sad, to be indifferent, to shut down, to open up. I'm not a psychologist so I'm not sure but I'd venture to guess I'm not completely alone in all the mixed emotions and reactions that everyone else got.

This is long. When I thought I'd write it I figured it would be a page at most. It sits around 15 pages. If you want to read it, feel free, if not that is fine. It was therapeutic to write. Ignore spelling and grammar errors...I don't feel the desire to go back and critically proof 15 pages of this.

James Terry Long: November 24, 1952 - March 7, 2007Collapse )
Current Mood: okayokay
12 June 2009 @ 01:07 am


Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
05 June 2009 @ 06:35 am
And my Twitters...

  • 06:10 Oh, for the record, my nails taste awful but they are STILL ON. Fake nails of immortality. Insane. #
  • 06:14 @JeSuisChele Good morning! #
  • 06:16 @JeSuisChele About me? #
  • 06:19 @JeSuisChele lol #
  • 06:19 RT @cnnbrk: In speech addressed to Muslim world in Cairo, President Obama says U.S. does not want to keep its troops in Afghanistan. #
  • 06:22 @JeSuisChele Did you know Catholic heaven is just sitting in Church for all of eternity? #
  • 06:28 @JeSuisChele lol #
  • 06:30 @JeSuisChele Me too. #
  • 07:41 i38.tinypic.com/10f2gsl.jpg #
  • 08:33 i43.tinypic.com/k3xcph.jpg - This can not be very safe. I feel like if I saw someone doing that I'd shove them. Such a Slytherin. #
  • 14:11 I suppose I should actually get out of bed today. #
  • 14:14 @erratic0101 No problem :) See you tonight. #
  • 14:43 Wow...David Carradine was found dead, hanging by a rope in his hotel room in Bangkok, Thailand. snurl.com/jg1kk #
  • 15:59 @MJLeakyCon Ooooo to what? #
  • 16:20 Fantastic, my mother is calling me telling me I am getting closer to thirty every day (I'm 26) and I need to 'think about what that means' ? #
  • 16:21 @camiespice I told her 'thanks, you still aren't getting grandchildren and I need to shower now, bye.' lol #
  • 16:28 A total Sectumsempra your wrists kinda day :P This sing cheers me up greatly. <3 Okay, now I am going to sho... ♫ blip.fm/~7n2p8 #
  • 17:27 @dernieredance This somehow does not surprise me. #
  • 17:28 @dernieredance Annnd I've opted NOT to be social tonight. Or dress it seems since I am in my towel. Still. So lazy. #
  • 17:34 @JeSuisChele I do not think I can express HOW EXCITED I am that you are coming to NY! <3 #
  • 17:36 "During the Q&A portion of the event, it was revealed that Neil and Amanda are indeed "dating."" - TOLD YOU ALL SO. I can tell these things. #
  • 17:42 @dernieredance Always a pleasure. Sounds good. I'll attempted to put clothes on and possibly eat before then. #
  • 17:43 @JeSuisChele Well. She lives in the city, so that is a plus, I however don't work right now so I gots the free time. LOL. ;] #
  • 17:46 @greggrunberg Of course! I know how to get to her place, and again, not working, soooo I can pop by whenever! #
  • 17:48 Okay, I am obviously not going to get dressed today. I am going to make some phone calls instead. Exciting. #
  • 19:52 @ediblered Yum. #
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04 June 2009 @ 06:35 am
And my Twitters...

  • 10:12 Why am I up already? I've been tossing and turning for over an hour now. #
  • 10:13 @JeSuisChele Hehe, that must be it! I'll be on Skype shortly. #
  • 10:46 @GhostlyManor They got back together? It is insane how much I miss in the world lately. #
  • 10:47 @wrockermom Calling you shortly to over share and bore you to tears! ;] Sorry about John being sick and the cabin fever. #
  • 10:53 And I've found my plans for Tuesday night: www.booksofwonder.com/events060909.asp #
  • 11:02 @Madame_Pince Of course! We'll make a girl-date of it and hang out after and catch up a bit! #
  • 11:10 @Madame_Pince You are so adorably organized. Just remind me the day of and I'll show up. ;] #
  • 11:13 I just did "Accio Cellphone!" because I am an idiot and lost it. Didn't fly to me, of course, but it DID ring. I sort of feel all amazing. #
  • 11:17 @glasgirl Ikr?! I feel all magical. Sadly it was someone advising me I owed them money, but, you know...whatever...lol. #
  • 11:25 “I love The Jonas Brothers, they're very talented. I met them once. I’d like to have a foursome with them.”
    - The Princess of Pop, Lady GaGa #
  • 11:34 @dernieredance snurl.com/jcyl3 <3 lololol #
  • 11:54 @Morganzola snurl.com/jczv8 & snurl.com/jczwr are fun to do- but I'm a huge vodka fan in any form really. #
  • 11:55 @Morganzola Oh, and if by chance you like Vodka and amazingness I suggest: bit.ly/bdgy #
  • 13:13 Is anyone going to the 2009 Museum of Comic and Cartoon Art Festival this weekend? snurl.com/jd5vc Jeph Jacques is going to be there! #
  • 13:21 bit.ly/1apO2a
    > I am going Saturday! OMG. Jeph Jacques (of Questionable Content)! Chelsea and I shall FANGIRL. #
  • 13:25 @dernieredance Aw. :( #
  • 14:20 @dernieredance I'd prefer it if you managed not to die, js. What are you reading? #
  • 14:20 @DiscoDeirdree It's like that here today too...sadly I am out and about in the weather. Bleh. #
  • 14:34 @DiscoDeirdree I enjoy days like this too if I can just cuddle up or don't have anywhere in particular to be and I can wander. #
  • 14:43 @postsecret ...think the first one is "I am a horndog." #
  • 14:44 Back home for a moment, forgot to bring stuff with me...back out the door again. Blah. At least the rain stopped. #
  • 14:57 RT @TGTSNBN: New photos available of the Hogwarts Castle and more at the Wizarding World of Harry Potter in Orlando! digg.com/u14kqG #
  • 16:11 twitpic.com/6k0me - I have ran around here all day long. Stupid banks- blah. #
  • 16:52 I opted not to get food at the store so I am home much quicker than I thought. Hungry, but home. Such is life. #
  • 17:21 Oh screw it, I am really hungry and have nothing to eat. Going to the store. I think it just started raining again too... #
  • 17:46 The top 5 words I've tweeted: going, good, lol, love, know. bit.ly/lOtUL #
  • 17:49 And I actually bought food. #
  • 17:50 RT @dcsbelle: @jennilind LOL! It's GOOD to be GOING; you KNOW I LOVE you>> LOL! <3! #
  • 17:51 @erratic0101 Ooooo!! I MAY be in Florida then, if not, I am totally there! #
  • 19:41 @dernieredance It seems like it'd be much easier to have a conversation with you if you lived here. :P #
  • 20:12 @glasgirl Sleep well! #
  • 20:37 @dernieredance You are now! <3 #
  • 20:41 @dernieredance ...you are gone again. #
  • 21:41 twitpic.com/6kr04 - Got nail polish remover. Looks like something in the ocean. Fail #
  • 21:54 You have to like finger this nail polish remover tube..so your finger brushes against the narrow walls, I feel all sorts of wrong right now. #
  • 21:57 @LovelyBlue27 LOL...my tweet was just as wrong! :D #
  • 22:17 @spongebobtanu Well, either way it is removing my fake nails...so... #
  • 23:47 My bathroom reeks of nail polish remover. Ew. #
  • 00:09 The Immortal Jellyfish [snurl.com/jeiog] are taking over already. We are doomed. snurl.com/jeipa :( #
  • 00:09 @dernieredance I hate you. Again. #
  • 00:13 @erratic0101 YOU DID NOT CALL ME. Which is fine, we can talk tomorrow. #
  • 00:16 @estripe4 I can't wait!!!!!! #
  • 00:18 @dernieredance i30.tinypic.com/dpbmkh.jpg #
  • 00:25 @dernieredance You laugh? :( EVIL #
  • 00:34 @DiscoDeirdree Are you watching @evanrosier and @mulciber_ - They are breaking up! So sad!! #
  • 00:40 *pours drink on ground in memory of Ethan Rosier and the end of the love between @evanrosier & @mulciber_* ♫ blip.fm/~7lozv #
  • 00:42 @DiscoDeirdree I knooooooooooow. *sniff* #
  • 00:44 @wrockermom :D I love this crap. Hate Evan, but love this. Hahaha. #
  • 00:47 @wrockermom Haha, I do. #
  • 00:50 RT @SlashyHarry: @DracoTMalfoy *shivers from the sudden desire to transfigure into a hand-tailored designer suit.* > best tweet of the night #
  • 01:07 Now taking signatures and memberships again for the 'I Hate Evan Rosier' club. Please cue up behind the side with the sad face to my right. #
  • 01:10 @SiriuslySlashy Thank you! Please fill out the forms and direct a glare at @EvanRosier when you are done. #
  • 01:10 @simonwilkes Well, forget you then. Psh. #
  • 02:04 @simonwilkes, @evanrosier, @mulciber_ Oh boys. ♫ blip.fm/~7lr4a #
  • 02:04 @chelsearachels OMG SATURDAY #
  • 04:14 I think two little death eaters (@evanrosier & @mulciber_) realized they just can't possibly break up. Such pansy death eaters. #
  • 05:34 @dernieredance I'm worth it. Don't complain. Think of all the angsty fun you are having. #
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03 June 2009 @ 06:35 am
And my Twitters...

  • 05:42 @wrockermom I know, isn't that sad? #
  • 05:43 RT @mashable: China Blocks Twitter (And Almost Everything Else) - bit.ly/1xhbS #
  • 05:47 @SiriuslySlashy LOL...you and your melting bodies. #
  • 05:50 @SiriuslySlashy true story. :P #
  • 06:05 Fail, Sarah, fail. #
  • 06:08 @dernieredance I still <3 you, no worries, even if you do lie to me and find me creepy. #
  • 06:11 Seems to be the theme with most of us girls tonight. js. ♫ blip.fm/~7hgik #
  • 06:31 @dernieredance Great, now I am bored and awake. </3 #
  • 06:32 @vamp_queen It's good! I liked it a lot myself! #
  • 06:36 @vamp_queen I do too! I like how it looks, I liked the burst change, it was good! I wondered how they would do it all. #
  • 06:37 Looking up more meetup.com groups to join...Hmmm. #
  • 06:38 @TheDracoMalfoy How is Boston? I miss everyone! #
  • 06:43 @vamp_queen I liked it too! And everyone's hair/makeup/contacts...ugh, all so much better this time around. #
  • 07:12 Okay...I suppose it is time for me to give in and try and get some sleep. Only so long I can internet stalk people. #
  • 07:14 @SiriuslySlashy Of course! lol...good night. GO TO BED. #
  • 07:35 @Madame_Pince ..I know I did not just read you bashing Twilight. :P #
  • 07:35 @JeSuisChele Morning my darling! <3 #
  • 07:37 @JeSuisChele Good...sleepy...Haven't gone to bed yet. #
  • 07:37 @JeSuisChele How are you? #
  • 07:37 @SiriuslySlashy I will, I will! #
  • 07:38 @Madame_Pince Oh, well, okay then. #
  • 07:41 @JeSuisChele Awww...go get some! #
  • 07:45 @JeSuisChele Welcome back! I think I am about to head to bed though...we should chat via Skype tonight when you are home. :) #
  • 13:18 Okay let not any of us get crazy now just because RPattz is here in NYC filming. He is just a boy after all. omgwherearemystalkingclothes?! #
  • 13:21 RT @wrockermom: My husband is the most talented man I know. <3 ♫ blip.fm/~7i1iq >> Awww, John is so awesome! #
  • 13:24 @fabulouslorrain Ugh, hope you found someone to help with the Bengal... #
  • 13:25 @Morganzola That is an impressive backyard. #
  • 13:27 RT @nationalbook: Proceeds from Book: The Sequel support NBF community outreach programs. Get it here: www.btsbook.com/?p=5 #
  • 13:28 RT @JeSuisChele: 'Merchgirls are Easy and that's a fact.' ...am I a Merchgirl I didn't know? LMAO! > So you are easy? Hmmmmm. #
  • 13:31 @wrockermom I am so ready! *grabs can of mace and bat* #
  • 13:32 @JeSuisChele So I totally think you should come visit soon. (and totally NOT because you are easy. of course.) ;] #
  • 13:33 @Morganzola I am really enjoying your tweets! Makes me feel not as bad for refusing to go outside today. Can live through you! #
  • 13:35 @JeSuisChele Good! Like I told you - you can stay with me if you want to. #
  • 13:35 @dernieredance Hi :D #
  • 13:43 @dcsbelle Hahaha. Doesn't everyone?! ;] #
  • 13:43 RT @RyanSeacrest: Umm twighlight themed cruises in 2010 love it >> @dernieredance OMG PACK YOUR BAGS NOW! #
  • 13:45 @JeSuisChele Omg I soooo hope you do!! #
  • 13:47 @SiriuslySlashy Haha, will do. I'll call your mom whilst in pursuit! #
  • 14:30 :( Bleh. #
  • 14:33 @glasgirl Life, lol. I'm okay, just felt like venting with a sad face. #
  • 14:52 If I wait like a few weeks I could go to and from Florida via JetBlue for about $190. Very tempting... #
  • 14:58 @JeSuisChele Of course not! I am not going to miss seeing you again OR wonwon on the big screen. I've NEVER seen an HP movie in the theater. #
  • 15:01 @JeSuisChele I know, I know! I didn't get into HP until book 6 was out and didn't know about the fandom really until #TGTSNBN! #
  • 15:03 @JeSuisChele It looks like we are all going to go see it together in one big group. Probably dinner too I assume. Ask @erratic0101! #
  • 15:15 Wow...just got all sorts of dark and nasty outside. #
  • 15:54 It is probably pretty sad that I get THIS excited about really random things...oooh well. #
  • 16:24 @JeSuisChele LOL @ your FB note..."I wouldn't be an active RPG Twitterer and I wouldn't have been groped in an elevator at Leaky." #
  • 16:28 @JeSuisChele Groping and being groped is always an enjoyable thing. <3 lol #
  • 16:37 @JeSuisChele www.hp-nyc.com/ should work. #
  • 18:06 RT @erratic0101: We just got our Meetup Twitter live. Go friend @TGTSNBN =) >> goooo! <3 #
  • 18:19 @Madame_Pince Come do mine too?? #
  • 18:42 #TGTSNBN, HBP, and moving is making it hard to figure out when I can go to Florida for a week or two to visit and decompress. Hmmm. #
  • 18:45 @SiriuslySlashy Oh, that too! Duh...I was looking for then just now too because it's my moms birthday that week. Neeevermind. #
  • 20:15 @Madame_Pince Umm..I can pay you with my love? :D (not going to work, is it?) #
  • 20:17 @dernieredance You totally want to go. Or you will when I read you New Moon. Just wait. It'll be after P&P night to soften you. #
  • 20:35 I think certain people need to not underestimate the evilness that are creatures of the sea. Especially those that can go on land! #
  • 20:38 @TheDracoMalfoy I'm sorry you are having a bad day. :( #
  • 20:38 @dernieredance Why do you hate me?! </////////////////////////3 #
  • 21:08 @meaghannnnn Me too. #
  • 21:13 @hufflepuff4ever Very cool! #
  • 21:53 @erratic0101 Especially in Manhattan. However, the Starbucks in Astor Place is open till like 3am I believe if you get desperate. #
  • 21:55 @VerityLongbttm I MISS YOU. Are you going to the meetup Thursday? #
  • 22:07 @VerityLongbttm *big kiss back!* We do! We should go get dinner soon and relax somewhere. #
  • 22:21 @JeSuisChele Good night! #
  • 23:51 @LilyPhoenixXx lol #
  • 00:42 @dernieredance I hate the thunderstorm you are having if you just lost internet because of it. *insert immature pout here* #
  • 00:55 @dernieredance ...really, really hate it. #
  • 01:06 @dernieredance o.m.f.g. seriously? lol. *sigh* I rarely drop internet in New York. Just saying. #
  • 01:09 @dernieredance What? No. I was typing and never got any replies from you - who it says is offline. Fail internet, fail. #
  • 01:10 @dernieredance Really? No it shows you as offline still. #
  • 01:13 This song is in my head. It used to remind me of my boyfriend back in high school. Looking back now, it expla... ♫ blip.fm/~7jh1j #
  • 01:14 @dernieredance ...and now you are off again. Obviously we are failing at having a conversation now, lol. #
  • 01:36 Hmmhmmmhmmm. ♫ blip.fm/~7jhwf #
  • 02:39 This song reminds me of seedy bathrooms and hallways in the city that I want to drag people into for fun. Yes, ... ♫ blip.fm/~7jjw1 #
  • 03:31 @dernieredance Not bad myself...4:30 and I am now going to bed. #
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02 June 2009 @ 06:35 am
And my Twitters...

  • 10:30 Okay I twittered a bit too much yesterday. #
  • 10:45 @erratic0101 Ready to be a judge tonight?! #
  • 10:46 @Madame_Pince See you tonight? #
  • 11:06 @spongebobtanu lol, no! Just under boredom. #
  • 11:22 @erratic0101 Oh wait. Are people dressing up? I didn't even think to do that...perhaps I'll wear my tie? #
  • 11:24 @erratic0101 'yo' - really Jon?...really? You are such a dork. <3 #
  • 11:25 Okay, I am off to shower. I shall try not to twitpic during it this time. #
  • 11:25 @erratic0101 I have to go to some government 2 hour training thing on how not to be a bum and get a job soon. Lame. :/ #
  • 11:28 @SiriuslySlashy lol, so sorry. Perv. ;] #
  • 11:29 @erratic0101 Seriously? Bleh. Whatever, it better not take more than the two hours they claim I need to be there for. #
  • 11:51 Okay, seriously, I am NOW going to shower. I am so easily distracted, arugh. #
  • 11:51 @dernieredance Oh. Good morning. :) Remember your siblings and all I hope? #
  • 11:53 How is it 60 out tonight but 80 tomorrow? This is really ruining my outfit plans for tonight. #
  • 11:54 @dernieredance 3:30-5:30. :( #
  • 12:09 I feel like people should be on AIM or something.... #
  • 12:31 Nothing like a Lily/Sev smut-fic to read to start your day off well. #
  • 12:33 ...okay, not what I expected. Not a good way to start my morning. Stupid fanfic. :( #
  • 12:40 It is lovely when an ex IMs you saying "No fun. Ever."...way to boost the self esteem there, Sam. :P #
  • 13:59 twitpic.com/6f07r - Going to some job thing. Wish my nails were better. #
  • 16:17 I submitted a snippet to www.btsbook.com/ and just got an email saying my entry is being published. Rather cool! :D #
  • 16:22 OMG THERE IT IS. PAGE 42! I totally forgot I did that. And whilst really really drunk. snurl.com/j8a0i Hahaha. I am so lame! <3 #
  • 16:24 RT @BookSequel: @jennilind LOL imagine what you could do sober!>> LOL..seriously. Thank you! :D #
  • 16:40 @Madame_Pince :P Thanks, lol. <3 see you in a few hours my love! #
  • 16:57 @wrockermom LOL...I wonder if this counts as being "published" enough to get me into that damn Book Expo as a visitor, lol. I want to go!! #
  • 16:59 @dernieredance <3 Have a good night! #
  • 21:17 Oh MTA why do you hate me so? Three 1's and two 3's but not a single 2...seriously? I just want to be home now. #
  • 21:21 twitpic.com/6fwo4 - Where is the 2 train?! Bleh. At least we have a sax player here. #
  • 21:28 @JeSuisChele lol, thanks! I'd much rather have my train though at this point. #
  • 23:25 I am so obviously going to hell. Blah. #
  • 00:52 @maddieeeeee What can't you ship now? #
  • 00:53 @DiscoDeirdree I hope you have more entertaining bar stories to share via twitter. #
  • 00:55 @maddieeeeee Ah, okay. I was just curious. :) #
  • 01:24 The next two days the high is in the 80s...then Thursday it drops to 65. My body never does well when this happens, blah. #
  • 01:41 So, I feel like I am missing something..had Conan left? I don't own a TV but everyone is tweeting about Conan tonight and I'm all confused. #
  • 01:42 @maddieeeeee Oh. Interesting...thank you! :D #
  • 01:43 ...and I figured it out thanks to @maddieeeeee ! #
  • 01:47 @DiscoDeirdree I am so out of the loop on things not owning a TV anymore...bleh. Thanks! :D #
  • 01:48 @DiscoDeirdree Wait...why did Jay Leno retire and get another show? #
  • 02:01 @DiscoDeirdree ...very interesting. #
  • 02:54 @camiespice I heard! So weird. I miss things not having a TV! I'll have to watch clips on youtube later! #
  • 02:58 @camiespice I would have had I known it was going on! #
  • 03:49 @wrockermom Sorry about Chloe! #
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